Friday/title:Toucging Spirit Bear/chapter 11 &12/min:27/pgs:88-102

Cole griped the mouse tightly but e had no energy so he brought it to his mouth fast and he shut his lips. The mouse was biting Cole's lips and tongue in order to get out. Cole didn't give up, he bit the mouse and it still survived, it was still squirming and biting Cole's tongue. Cole felt the mouse's head go in between his back teeth, with every energy he still had left, Cole bit the mouse's head. It was dead now and Cole chewed the mouse, he wanted to spit it out but he remembered of the dead bird. Food was energy and energy was life. As Cole chewed the mouse, Cole felt some salty liquids fill his mouth. Cole finished the mouse but then he thought that the mosquitoes took more energy then he could replenish, Cole was angered that the . Then he saw two Seagulls eating his vomit, and that it had big chunks of fish! Cole knew what to do, he had to eat his vomit to replenish his energy. Chunk after chunk, Cole ate all of his vomit.
Cole was very thirsty so he made a hole in the dirt and then saw a little bit of water because it started to rain right now. At that very moment Cole saw the Spirit Bear again! Cole understands that it was his time to die, he gets all the spit he can gather and raises his head to spit at the bear, Cole misses big time and that hurt Cole very much. The Spirit Bear came to Cole's spit and licked it up, the onto Cole. Cole wanted the bear to kill him. At that moment, time went slow and it stopped raining and Cole realized that how beautiful the Earth was and that Cole didn't care if he died. Cole lifted his arm to the Spirit Bear's white coat, it was nice and warm. All Cole wanted was to touch the thing that was going to kill him. Cole was afraid but not by death, he accepted it but by helpless to himself. Cole didn't understand that why the bear didn't back away, then Cole figured it out, the Spirit Bear trusted him! The bear went to the lake in a stream motion and it started to swim and then Cole couldn't see it any more. Some more seagulls came and stared to pick off some of Cole's meat. Now Cole knew how death felt like. Cole couldn't move and the seagulls were pulling him to a rock. Cole went to a daze and he felt a sweet liquid fill his mouth, he spit it out but more filled his mouth, so Cole just swallowed it and wanted to drown to death. Then Cole heard a voice," Hang on there,Champ." Cole opened his eyes and saw Garvey over him and Edwin, the elder Tlingit. They both took Cole to the hospital in a rush and at the dock was a big group of people there to watch. Cole was on the bed in the hospital and Garvey said that he was his by a tree that was knocked down by the thunder but Cole wanted to tell him that it was the Spirit Bear but he was to weak to talk. A female Tlingit said that it wasn't a tree, and she showed then the marks that Cole had on him. Garvey was worried and Cole managed to say some words, "I'm O.K", but Garvey said that he wasn't o.k.

Thursday/title:Toughing Spirit Bear/ chapter 9 &10/ pg :74-87/ min:20

Cole laid there in the ground in the cold, night in the rain. Cole saw a bird's nest in the tree and with four baby birds, Cole saw the mom bring the babies some food and Cole got angry because they made feel very sad that he had no one to care for him. He was also angry because why was the birds taking care for the babies if they did nothing to the mom. Soon many mosquitoes and horse flies come and covered Cole, they even went to his eye lids. A big thunder bolt hit the tree and the tree fell down , Cole saw the baby birds on the ground and two were fully dead and he search for the other two and they were almost at the nest and their little heads popped out to reach the nest but they died. Cole felt sorrow for them, the mother and himself. After a few minutes Cole realized that that was all part of life, that the birds wanted food for energy and energy for life, then when they died the body comes gravel and a new thing will be born, like a tree, the tree falls, then insects crawl in it and then it becomes gravel where a new tree begins. Cole wanted to make something of his life and that he didn't want to die now. So Cole got some grass and put it in his mouth, h tried to swallow but the grass blades made into a ball and Cole couldn't swallow. Cole almost ran out of air, he couldn't breath and he wanted to cough but dared not to but he did, the ball came out. Carefully, Cole got some grass but he chewed more times, Cole was afraid to swallow and that it was gonna happen again but it didn't. Cole looked around and saw a worm, he got it and brought it to his dried lips and ate it. It was easier to swallow,so Cole looked around for more, it was still raining so the worms came out. Cole soon couldn't find no more worms so he continued to bugs, mosquitoes and even fuzzy worms. Cole ate and ate to survive, then Cole saw his right arm, it was covered by mosquitoes, and there was a mouse on hos elbow and making it's way to the hand, Cole didn't move anything in order to capture the mouse. Cole waited patiently and then he mouse came to his hand and then he just got lunch for today.

Wednesday/title:Touching Spirit Bear/ chapter 8/20min,pgs 65-73

Cole through the spear at the bear so hard to kill. As soon as he through it the Spirit Bear jumped on Cole and started slashing him with his sharp claws, they shredded Cole's flesh. Cole got up and ran to the tree, they offered no protection, and Cole started to climb and with the knife in the left hand he started to swing the knife hopping to cut the bear. Cole ignored the pain of the thistles in his hands.The Spirit Bear bits Cole in his thigh and through him to the ground and scraped Cole and Cole punched the Spirit Bear but the did no good, and as soon Cole punched him, the bear bit Cole's arm and swung him around. Cole screamed to the Spirit Bear to stop and to leave him a lone. All this happened to Cole in slow motion. The Spirit Bear left after he put his paws on Cole and with one push, the bear broke Cole's ribs and popped his lungs. Cole could no longer move from all the broken bones and the shredded flesh, after a while some seagulls came and they picked a little of Cole's hanging flesh and Cole saw that they were fighting over a pieces. Cole saw the the blood and his lips and the blood from the knife that he slashed the bear with but only one time. Cole saw that they were the same and that the bear was dumb. Cole saw his arm and was afraid because his right arm was all bitten and his hand was numb and looked like plastic, that's for toughing the Devils Branch. The only thing he could move was his head and his arm. Cole was bleeding every were and even his mouth, he had to swallow in order not to choke. Cole was thinking about the attack, that the water, the wind, the earth, that they all connect and work together. That he did not work together with them and that he did not fit in. Cole thought that he fits in the city were people cared for him and that he was fed and pampered, but in the island he couldn't care for himself or find food or find warmth for himself. Cole also thought that prison was better, that he got cared for and didn't get mauled by white monster bears. Cole felt an urge to through up and did, it hurt him in the inside so badly but he couldn't stop. After some painfully through ups Cole was unconscious, in his sleep he thought about the night mares he had before and like that he was going to get hit by a giant fist in the sky after that he thought that how was death like, that was it like getting hit by a bear or like a candle fading, was it pain full or instant. Cole wake up the next morning and tried to get up but he could not move any thing but his head and his left arm. Cole smelled some thing like a mixture of salt water and vomit, it was the ocean and his vomit he made last night.

Tueday/title:Touching Spirit Bear/chapter 7/ 58-64 pgs,20 min read

Cole picked up some wood and then it started to rain and it was cold so the at-oow did come in handy when the rain came. Cole thought he needed to think straight and he blinked and saw the White Spirit Bear. Cole, without turning his back at the bear so the bear couldn't do it's disappearing thing, he got the knife and the spear to kill the bear. Cole step by step came closer to the bear. He could just back of because there was no one there to see him wimp out. Inch by inch, Cole steps closer to the bear. Cole shouted to the bear that it was going to die. Cole raised the spear so the bear wouldn't leave. Cole didn't understand, the bear didn't run away, it just stood there looking at Cole. Cole whispered that it was going to die.

Monday/title:Touching Spirit Bear/chapter 6/47-57 pgs,20 min read

As Cole slept in the sand he thought that there was a wave that accrues every 12 hours and that he would try next morning to ride the wave out of there.While he sleeps he thinks about what happens at the last Circle Justice meeting.
Cole goes to the meeting and then they pass around the feather. Cole was tires and angry at every one because they all said that he should be sent to jail for many years. When the feather came to Cole's father he said stuff that angered Cole and Cole started talking back and they both started a fight. Cole talked back to his dad and that he always gets drunk and wackes him but Cole's dad objected that he his Cole, he said that he hits Cole when he deserves it. The Keeper came walking towards them holding her hand up, meaning to stop talking. Cole yells that his dad doesn't even know when Cole's birthday is. Cole told his mom to tell him that it was true. All she did was pass the feather to some one else. By the time the feather got to Garvey, he said that he was a Native Tlingit and he requested that they should send Cole at the island from Garvey's native place and that it was uninhabited.That how Cole ended up at the island he is at now. They all walked out and the guard slapped on some cuffs on Cole and Cole asks him why. The guard says that it was his fault for struggling. Garvey sees Cole's dad and asks him that when is Cole's birthday was. Cole's dad struggled to lie and get out of the situation. He said that they weren't big fans of birthdays. Then he left.

Friday/title:Touching Spirit Bear/ chapter 5/ pgs:41-46/min:20

Stroke after stroke,Cole swam at the ocean to reach the next island. Soon Cole got a cramp on both his legs and all his legs ached and he was frozen from the cold water. Cole soon realized that he was going no where, that there was an invisible hand pushing him back two strokes after each stroke. Cole gave up and just went back the island he was on. Cole struggled from the pain and that he was really tired, Cole struggled just to keep his head over water. He used the waves to get him back and when he got back the rocky sea floor scraped his legs. Cole tried to get up but his body was lifeless and numb. Cole collapsed after each try to get up, he used his elbows to move, Cole rested and he kept thinking that he needed warmth. Then Cole thought about the flames of the burning hut. Cole went to sleep on the cold grass in the dark. When Cole woke up, he found himself on the ashes with bruises and crusted blood on him. Cole tried to stand but all his body parts still ached. Cole suddenly saw a big white bear. It was the Spirit Bear Edwin was talking about! Cole saw a hunting knife that survived the fire, he got it to threaten the bear but as soon as he turned around the bear was gone. Cole looked at the bottom and found the At.oow that Garvey had trusted Cole with. He got it and put it on his blood crusted, cold shoulders. Cole felt no regret for burning the hut and the tools,nor for hurting Peter. Cole thinks that it's not his fault, that its every one else's fault. If it weren't for his parents,Peter and the Healing Circle, Cole wouldn't be there, that's what he thinks. Cole wants revenge at the people who wanted him at jail, it's people like Peter's lawyer,Cole really hated her. Cole remembers the first time she holed the feather like a want and pointed it at Cole and said that he is dangerous and the next time he might kill some one. Cole hatted some one that accused him with people around. When Cole was at the Circle Justice meeting, a lot of people said that Cole had to go to jail but he didn't.

Thursday/ title:Touching Spirit Bear, chapter 4/ pgs read:34-40,min read:17

As soon stops to catch a breath, he feels he water cold and sees the island. Cole has to reach the island before he freezes. Cole keeps stroking even while his mind wonders. Cole thinks why there are many Circle stuff, there are Healing Circle, Circle Justice and Circles of Understanding, he thinks that they are going to make a Sentencing Circle or a Bail Circle. Cole goes to a library to the Circle meeting, its the first time without any guards and hand cuffs on him. Cole met the person running the thing, she wore blue jeans and a flannel shirt and she shook Cole by the hands. Cole picks a seat and then a bunch of people come and sit down. NO one sat beside Cole, they just kept eyeing him. Cole's parents came and sat beside Cole but not together. Cole was relived that no one from his class came and then he heard more people come in, it was Peter, his parents and his lawyer. Every one took a seat. The Keeper told every one to stand up and join hands to pray. Cole didn't like to hold hands with his parents because compared to his mother his hands were rocks and hers were velvet and compared o his father's, his' dad's were like steel hands gripping on a sponge. The Keeper also told every one to respect when some one was talking and she showed them a feather that she will pass around and the person who has it will talk if they wish. One by one, every one told why they were there. As it when to Peter, he said that he was there because he got beat up. By the time it got to Cole's mom, she said that she didn't know what else to do. By the time it got to Cole, he said that he really screwed up and that he would just want to change his life, Cole even wiped his nose to make them believe it. Every one heard what they wanted to hear. When it came to Cole's dad, he said that he was there to make sure Cole never causes problems again and that it was going to end now.

Wednesday/ title: Touching Spirit Bear, chapter 3 ,8 pgs & 17 min read

As Cole stared sullenly at the fire and then got a flash back that when one day when Cole was at the cell, Garvey came with cement bed and Cole leaned back and then Garvey asked Cole that how was every thing and Cole said that it sucks. Garvey asked Cole what where his problems, Cole then shouted that a moron could figure that out but then Garvey said to tell this moron what they were. Cole told that his parents would just get drunk and that his father would his and smack Cole and that his mother would just sit there and watch Cole's father hit and smack him. Then Cole almost started to cry but he sucked it up and Garvey stood there and it was an awkward silence for a moment and Cole said that that was it but Garvey knew that there was more and told Cole to keep going and Cole almost cried and told him that Cole was going to a wrestling match and he asked his parents to go watch and he even begged them to go and they did but because of rage that his parents wouldn't go willingly, Cole lost the wrestling mach. Garvey then reached out to the bag he had brought with him and took out some eggs, flower, water, salt, sugar, butter, baking soda and molasses. Garvey asked Cole to taste each thing but Cole didn't want to but then Garvey said that he was a wimp, so then Cole did taste each ingredient and after he was done Garvey asked him how they tasted and Cole said that they were all gross. Garvey took another thing from the bag, it was a cake. Garvey asked Cole to taste it and so did Cole do. Garvey asked him how that tasted, Cole said it was pretty good. Garvey told Cole that all the gradients that Cole said that were gross, Garvey made a cake out of all of them. Cole didn't get what was Garvey trying to tell him, so he left out the metal doors and out of a ferrous rage, Cole through all the ingredients to the ground and he kicked them and got the cake and through it to the door. Cole stared at the flames and then he started to laugh maniacally and as the fire got smaller he called down more, then he spotted the little at-too in the grass and in one motion he through it to the fire and turned to the beach. Cole thought he could swim all the way through the beach, island to island until he gets to the main island. Cole wasn't crazy because he could do it because his father made him go on a swim team just like his father was. Cole stated to swim but before he did he took off his clothes and then he was just on his boxers. Cole started to swim and then Cole started to remember about the Circle Justice stuff.

Tuesday/ title: Touching Spirit Bear/ chapter 2/ 20 min & 12 pgs

Cole is sent at a island with supplies and Garvy trusted Cole with his valuable blanket that has been passed down by generation and as soon Garvy left on the plane Cole threw it away and Cole open the supplies and there were white gas for the lantern, some matches, and people have already built the little hut where Cole had to live for three months and Cole thought that no one even tried to break him out and that even if his divorced parents had millions of dollars, they still didn't try but that's what Cole thought. Cole got the gas and spilled it over his hut and the supplies and got the matches and lit a match, with anger Cole through the match into the hut and in no time the hut came into red and orange fire.

Monday/title:Touching Spirit Bear,chapter 1, 13 pgs & 20 min read

A 15 year old boy named Cole Mathews Knelt did many crimes and has been bailed out of possible jail because his parents had the money and the connections to excellent lawyers. Cole is on a plane to a island in the middle of nowhere in Southeast Alaska because he has been band from his home for many crimes that he has done and the winning crime was that he beat up a ninth grade kid for ratting out Cole when he robbed the hardware store and then trashed it and no one knew until he bragged about it when he broke some kids and Cole broke into school. At school Cole saw Peter Driscal, the guy who have ratted out Cole, and then he push Peter and said "this isn't over" and after school Cole cornered Peter in the parking lot and started the fight with a full force punch and then started beating him up and when Peter fell to the ground Cole got Peter's head and smashed it to the sidewalk repeatedly but then five kid were able to hold Cole down but Cole was still laughing at Peter because Peter was crying on the bloody floor. Cole has been in a dozen police stations, been through many counselors, a psychologist, several detention centers, and two residential treatment centers for as long he could remember for all his crimes. For the crime he did to Peter, Cole has been sent to an adults courts house to decide for the really bad crimes he has done, not even Cole's parents could brake him out because they previous could even move a mountain with the money and connections they got but they got divorce and they didn't have enough money and Cole really hated his parents because they didn't even go together to visit Cole in the detention center he was in while the court decided Cole's fate. Cole hate how his mother looked like a sad Barby and that his father got easily angry at Cole and thinks it's always Cole fault. Garvy, the probation officer, visited the people in the center often and then he went to talk to Cole and make a deal, Cole had to join a group called Circle Justice and he had to help people and at first Cole didn't want to join but after Garvy told him that it could take off the time that Cole has to be in jail, so Cole joined and he said after Garvy left that " Now i know how to play the game".

Friday/5 pgs & 17 min read

Today i read chapter 23 of N ight Mare Room, Thrilogy 1(part3). The camp startes the next chalenge and they have to go across the island and back befor the next dawn. They started after dinner. The sun has gone down and there are bugs chirping in the trees and even the if the sun has down its still really hot. April told that she thinks that Marks has to do with something about Josh missing and that it is not his appendix broke and April thinks what i think onlt that the creschure that April sees is the girl from the past. Marlin pulls out a machete and telles his teamates that he was going to cut the trees to find the way back easier and faster. April falls behind and runs to catch up and then April hears a voice that Josh had heard before Marks got rid of him, that what April thinks.

Thursday/6 pgs & 16 min read

Today i read chapter 22 of Night Mare Room, Thrillogy 1(part 3). April wakes up on a hot morning and she looks for Josh in the mess hall but doesn't find him and she ate some breakfast and Marks announced that the next challenge was a all night hike, each team had to go across the island and back before dawn , he also said that the first team that comes first wins. Rick announced that the celebrities couldn't make it to the island because the schedule was messed up. April went outside to search for Josh but Dolores bumps into April and Dolores backs up in fear April wants to apologize but Dolores left. April saw a boat missing and the a shadow covers her, it was Marks and he asked April that what was she doing. April blurted that were was Josh. Marks told April that he was sick and he went to the main island and that his appendix burst. April was very worried and sad that they couldn't go exploring the creepy cave. April heard Marks creepily say that Josh was not coming back to the island. I think that Marks is evil and might have something to do with the celebrities not coming and the weird stuff happening lately and that the girl who was ran out of her home and left on a deserted island because every one thought she was a witch and maybe the island April is on might be the island the girl,Deborah is was left on and that Deborah figured out that she does have powers and used them to live longer and that she was the one singing that Josh heard.

Wednesday/6 pgs & 17 min read

Today i read chapter 21 of Night Mare Room,Thrillogy 1.(part 3) Some how Dolores got down and stopped spinning. April felt alone since no one wanted to be with her from the incident at breakfast time in the mess hall. April told Josh that there is some thing weird about the island. Josh kicked a rock away and whispered to April and said that there is something weird about the island because he was there for a month to build the camp, Josh said that he heard a voice in the cave singing a tune. Josh stopped talking about it because he was staff and he could get in serious trouble talking about it to kids. April asked Josh if he would explore the cave and he said maybe tomorrow if he could sneak away. The next challenge has started, they had to clime the blue cave and April started and her foot got stuck in between two rocks , it hurt her allot. April ignored the pain and just kept going, because April got her foot stuck her team came in second place by five points. April's teammates hurried to go to the beach but April just walked by herself and she turned back to the cave and she saw a light in the dark cave.

Tuesday/2 pgs & 8 min read

Today i read chapter 20 of Night Mare Room, Thrillogy 1 (part 2).April and Dolores play a prank at every one at the camp and then Dolores can't stop and every one is afraid, especially Martin and Anthony because they thought they were next to spin unstoppably.John and Rick hurry to them to try to catch Dolores but she get out of there reach because she is spinning so fast that she is hovering over everyone. April's teammates are looking afraid and hide under tables because the force of Dolores spinning so fast that ,like a tornado, she is making objects flying every were and it was like a food fight but no one was enjoying it and every one was just about to pee there pants.April saw Marks standing there observing April as she stood there telling every one that she didn't do it.April told Dolores to tell every one that they cooked it up last morning but Dolores just yelled at April like Dolores didn't know that it was fake and every one believed that April did have powers.Dolores was there spinning there in mid-air yelling at April to stop.

Monday/3 pgs & 9 min read

Today I read chapter 19 of Night Mare Room, Thrillogy 1.(part 2)April thinks every one needs to have more fun and laugh a lot more because she thinks it's too quiet at a privet island with a bunch of kids.April tries to do the same trick she did to Pam when April made Pam believe that April had powers and made Merrilee spin and drop food all over herself.This time is to make some one spin very fast so April asked Dolores would help but at first she didn't but then she changed her mind and decided to help and give cheer to every one.April's plan was to say silly words and the words were cues to tell Dolores when to start acting like a chicken and to spin faster and to stop, then April would tell every one in five minutes that they have been practicing just to have fun.April and Dolores go with the plan they made and do it at mid day and every one is surprised that April can make some one do every thing she wants and then April says some words and Dolores acts like a chicken and then spins very rapid and April thinks that Dolores is a excellent screamer and that Dolores is going to make every one believe it.April tries to stop Dolores because she looks very dizzy so April gives Dolores the secret words to stop but April get extremely worried because Dolores won't stop spinning and April knows that it is not her doing it. Every one stops laughing and smiling and go to a worried face witch gives April a even more worried face because she thinks that Dolores is not going to be able to stop and Dolores is going to keep spinning and spinning.